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Would it be fair to say, I love you, because the other person says so? And what if you did, just due to the sheer excitement of being loved. And of course eventually fall in love. Is that how it was supposed to be. Or are you supposed to tell from the way a stranger looks at you that the other is whom you want to love. Is it really that complicated. If I sit back, and think, I see countless faces. Have I at some point even, for a second loved each of them? And would I have been better with another. The only thing I understand is that two people should be happy. A first look always tells a story. Next time, understand that look. If you have at any point walked away from love would you really ever feel the same again? If you want to say something to someone, say it before you cant say it ever. Cause there will come a time in life, when you will be sitting and thinking, 'If.. ..........................'
Don’t let your life be a spate if ifs, buts, how’s, why’s etc. there are too many things we try to answer that don’t require any reasoning at all. And in this act of yours, you may miss the real meaning.

Will you love for a reason?
Will you reason in love? U may choose either or only be in love. The choice is always yours. U have a mind that u can't control. Makes u feel exasperated. So I say don’t think at all. I asked so many things. But u can’t give. So I say never ask a question for which you don’t have an answer. Do something, and you’ll find an answer.

at the end, how good is good?

How often have you sat back and let a passing thought get the better of you. it can engulf you in totality. The feeling is joyful. It lets you live a million dreams and lets you be a 1000 people in that split moment. And when you look up, there you are back in your natural habitat. That is the power of thought. We all have it, just need little polishing and you could be thinking of anything. Fuel your imaginations cause it gives you the power to dream on and to live a million happy moments in life. Have you ever seen a wild horse being tamed, they do it with a lot of racehorses. You know the truth is they can modify you and educate and train you as much as they want, but at the end you’ll do what you do best. For them they race, you think we actually do anything to make that happen. No. They do it because they wouldn’t be horses otherwise. It’s the same with you and me. Trust me it has to happen to you sooner or later, but you will know from within this is what you want. We all know what we want, trust me we know. Then why do we hold back.. Simply because we don’t believe we can do something, scared of rejection.. Very true.. Ego is inborn and failure can ruin you. But is that all there is to that. Have you never been told to learn from your mistakes? And honestly if you don’t take that decision, you’ll never know what could have happened and all your life you’ll say” if I had only…” Don’t do this to yourself. Expression is your birthright. Tell the world what you want; at least you’ll know you tried. If you fail, it was meant to be, that’s your destiny. No matter what you try, you’re still only doing what was already to be. So it’s not so much about what you do, but how you do it. Friends I’ll be happy to believe that there is an afterlife where we shall meet again, but who knows. As of now I believe one thing, I have one life and I love you.

lets c how far it goes

Well I usually always start the day with gud morning. Even if it isn’t quite so. Reason. I don’t have any for anything I say or do.. It’s the year 2006 and I remember clearly what happened 10 years ago. I was in the ninth grade. Not a top secret.. But I love today as much as I have loved everyday. I am fond of writing.. I hope to make it my career. Maybe for the next 10 days or years or eternity. I wouldn’t know. It’s not even a decision cause things just happen, the way they are meant to.. And not because I want it to. But. It’s also a fool’s world. And we believe that everything happens cause we made a decision. Eventually it may not be so much about the decision but more about the moment. When and why do we do something? If I can ever answer that I’ll tell you my friend. I am not religious, it isn’t a decision I made, I just never thought of it. I do hope to learn about Buddhism. I wonder if Heaven exists.. in my head, there’s 2 pictures.. It either looks like Leh or Pamukkale. Don’t ask where I got that one, probably a forward. It isn’t really all that difficult, just a little bit. Have you ever wondered what you want? And really thought about it, as in, I think you always get what you want. So be a little diplomatic when you want something cause often when you have it all, you either don’t know what to do with it or you just don’t value it anymore. That’s also related with human behavior, isn’t that what we do for everything?