Saturday, November 11, 2006

Between you and me....

To speak the truth or not. Given a choice what would I do. I don't know. Can I accept everything that I do and justify my actions? Maybe, maybe not, this is my life. Are men and women always attracted to each other? And if amongst the many men that you meet, a certain someone leaves you murmuring like a little girl with no care in the world, would you let him know. The night is always young and though things between men and women don't always happen at night, why does the night make you so ready. It prepares you. Have you ever been able to talk to someone as if he wasn’t sitting there and you were merely speaking your thoughts and life aloud? Have you met a man who doesn’t ask you questions and it doesn’t matter to him who you are. Someone who can sit with you and be a gentleman without asking leaves you with very less apprehensions. I won’t say that there aren’t people who pretend and fake heir existence, but there are those who tell the truth and share their story. Can all relationships be given a name? Yes. Only difference is that may not be accepted or understood. But things really aren’t so complicated. If you accept and understand a sentiment, don’t let it go. It’s not something you can keep as yours but it’s yours to cherish. And he can’t stand with you, but he’ll stand by you. He may not walk the streets wit you, but he’ll help you get to the other side. It’s easy to hold back because you respect each other. It’s as easy to express feelings because you feel for each other. It’s alright to sense the difficulties and smile the shy smile. And when the night is over do you see the morning in his face, on his back. And have you ever laid on your back and watched the white ceiling paint colorful realities. If there is physical attraction, consciousness, awareness, caution and the mind agrees as well. It may still not work. For that balance and total guiltless submission even the air around you holds its breath. And silence and words gives way to a new understanding, a meaning that involves the physical and mental and allows the spiritual to come into being. Such is the form of unspoken sentiments.

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